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Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
10:55 pm	All That Matters is You and Me So I was recently the victim of some fools who like to talk a lot of shit. At first, I'll admit, I was devasted. It's not fun to hear that people get a thrill out of making jokes about your life, you know? No matter how insignificant these people are, it still hurts. After a few days of turmoil, I came to the conclusion that I could care less what these people think of me. They're not my friends, and I personally don't think I'd ever waste my time talking to them again. So I learned that all that matters is that the people I care about respect me. Those are the opinions that count in my book. To those that matter, I love you. Thanks for always being there for me. Current Mood: Over it (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, November 17th, 2006
3:49 pm	Regrets Even though it's difficult to admit when we do something wrong, I find that sometimes I can suck it up and admit that I was wrong. Today, I'm admitting that I was wrong, and I've been wrong for the last few months. At the end of it all, I figured out that I hurt somebody who is really important to me. I started something that I clearly didn't know how to do. I also had to be the person to end it. I shouldn't have tried to have everything. I should know by now that I can't always get what I want, but I had to have it. So in the process of my selfishness, I messed with someone else's life. Good job, Sarah. Now I feel like he's not in my life at all. The irony here is that I thnk I need him more than he needs me right now. He told me that he thought I was good for him; that I could help make him a better person. It doesn't seem that I was good for him at all. I wish I could have been. Sorry for being so emo, kids. Current Mood: Ridiculously gloomy (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 9th, 2006
9:07 pm	Quickie (the way you like it) So it's been awhile, but here's a quick update on my life: 1) I'm writing this to avoid studying for my calculus midterm which takes place tomorrow 2) I plan on drinking tonight regardless of my midterm 3) I miss my dookie SOOOO much right now 4) We finally got heat in our house, i'm so happy 5) Verizon customer service sucks. If I was God, I would smite every person who is associated with the Verizon workforce 6) Boys are difficult (but that's nothing new here) 7) I need to find someone to sublet my room while I'm in Spain, and the search is not going too well 8) I'm nasty good at Econ these days, don't be jealous 9) I think I want to go to law school...on the east coast of course! 10) I leave for Spain on January 2, that's 54 days from now....scary 11) I almost died last week when Lynn's car started to severely overheat and almost blew up, I swear this happened 12) I couldn't end at 11 because it's a weird number Hope that helped! haha, not that the people who really care didn't already know all of that... Current Mood: hyper (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
7:18 pm	You know when you have a bad day, and you're like, well damn it. Today sucked. Let me tell you what a bad day really is. My house was robbed. And the kicker is that I was the only one who had stuff stolen. I'm not one to dwell over material possessions, but so much of it had sentimental value. My pearls and diamonds were taken, along with countless earrings and necklaces. A lot of them were my grandmother's, and it's hard to let that stuff go. They also took the rings my mom gave me at graduation, and hundreds of dollars worth of jewelry. Oh, also they stole my ipod. I almost didn't even notice that any of it was stolen, except my shelf where I keep all of it was all out of place and some perfumes and things were on the floor. The creepiest part of the situation is that there is no sign of forced entry. The windows are all in tact and the doors were all locked. Our assumption is that our janky back door was used because it's not the best door, but it still locks and all. We fixed it already so that it can't be jimmied open. I'm just nervous that they could walk in at any time and take more stuff. I'm still not over the part that I was the only one who had things stolen. It's fucked up. And it's raining already. Oh Eugene. Sidenote, our internet is fucked up. Comcast sucks and I hate talking to people who can't speak english well enough to fix my internet. Current Mood: irate (Comment on this)
Monday, September 11th, 2006
5:29 pm	Fuckin Chico Oy Vey. Chico happened. SO FUN. This summer has been so lame, but Chico saved my sanity. It seems that I forgot how to drink over the past two months of sobriety. But it's okay because Erica kept me up with my smoking skills. Seriously, I smoked hella this weekend. I'm still in a fog from last night. Oh, and I got so lost on the way home. Don't ask me how, because it's pretty straight forward. But what it comes down to, is that I added 2 hours onto my trip by driving through the mountains or something. I don't call it a waste of time or gas, I call it taking time to look at the scenery (Okaaaay). All in all, I had the best four days EVER. I met some kickass people too. I kinda wish I went to school closer to Chico so I could visit everyone more often. I already miss my Erica haha, sad I know. I got hella emo in the car on the way home and got all upset that I had to leave. I almost went back. I'm not kidding. Seriously. Anyway, I'm going back to Eugene this weekend!! Current Mood: Emo and missing Erica! (Comment on this)
Monday, September 4th, 2006
8:29 pm	It's Gonna Be a Long Night I'm so NOT going to fall asleep tonight. It's only 8:30, but I can fuckin feel it. I officially have NO ONE to hang out with. Whit was keeping me occupied for a few days, but now she's going to Scotland (have fun!!!). Fuck Oregon for not starting until almost October. Thank GOD (or whoever) that I'm going to Chico on Thursday. This little trip is going to save my sanity I think. I'm in a really bad mood today. I couldn't really tell you why. Well, I could, but I choose not to. Ummm, so I'm not really writing for any reason. OH, last night we had dinner at Kathy's house and someone asked Mike what kind of car he drove, so naturally I got asked the same question. It was such a great feeling when all the adults at the table agreed that it was hella shady that my younger brother got a car and I didn't. One step closer... haha I love seeing my mom look guilty about this subject because she damn well knows that it was SO UNCOOL! haha Last thing, kinda weird that the crocodile hunter died from a sting ray. Who knew that could go down. On the news I heard that his death was the THIRD death by stingray in recorded HISTORY. How's that for a statistic? Current Mood: confused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 28th, 2006
10:48 pm	Watch out Chico! Yay! I requested my days off at work to go visit my lover, Erica in Chico! I'm going in like, 10 days and I'm super duper excited. I'm also excited because Brice just called me back. Good day, good day. When I was at the gym, there was a really smelly man working out next to me. and he chose the machine RIGHT next to me, even though there were like, 15 machines all around that were empty. Simply ridiculous. Weird sidenote. My parents aren't sleeping in the same bed, let alone the same room. awkward. I don't like it. Current Mood: busy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 26th, 2006
8:36 pm	Bored I'm just writing in between my day's activities. I went shopping in SF with Lynnie, Jessica and Jenna and I finally found jeans that are AMAZING. Yea, Citzens jeans are so kick ass/expensive. But go go designer jeans! I love them. Lynn and Jenna got all excited that I finally started wearing good jeans instead of my stupid ones from Express, etc. The only thing about them is that they need to be hemmed about a foot, but it's all cool. Now I'm just waiting for Jenna to take a shower and make herself presentable, then we're all going to see The Descent. I'm like, already scared of the movie, so I'm not really sure if I'm going to suvive the night. So I might die of fright tonight. So long to all of my loved ones. haha, just kidding. Hmmm I guess that's it for now. Maybe I'll have something more interesting to tell you foolios about a different day. Current Mood: chilllllll (Comment on this)
Monday, August 21st, 2006
8:36 pm	That's My Word I think I'm developing a temper problem. I should visit some kind of anger management class or something. But seriously, I feel overwhelmed lately by how many people don't listen to me, and also how many don't respond to me. This doesn't even cover the people who find it chill to always talk over me. I considered the fact that maybe I'm too short to be taken seriously or that I can't be seen in a conversation. Then I rethought it and realized that it would be impossible for that to be true, because it's absolutely preposterous. For some reason the number of people that treat me like this is all coming together now, or maybe I'm just finally noticing it and have stopped taking shit from people. I really want to go back to school. Lamorinda just doesn't do it for me anymore. I don't have many connections left with people here, and the ones that I do still talk to, well it's different or they aren't here. My bday on Wednesday is sure to be pretty lame because I don't have anyone to celebrate with. Also, I got scheduled to work for hella hours on my bday. Yet another example of people who don't listen to me when I say that it's my birthday and I'd like to avoid working that night...but I suppose I can't expect too much from my boss in the superlame retail business. Oh, and just to keep my homies informed, I'll be going to Spain in January and coming back in May! I'm super excited, but nervous too. The idea of a host family makes me a little apprehensive, but I plan to make the most of it. I rediscovered SClub7 today. I know you foolios totally loved them back in the day when they had their show on ABC Family! haha. okay, I'm finally done now. Peace Current Mood: angry/chill (weird, i know) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 29th, 2006
12:13 am	Not So Summeresque Booooo on summer school! This is like the first time in my whole life that Spanish has been hard for me. And I'm grumpy. booo. So basically I'm spending my days going to class, then the gym, then pretending to do homework, but mostly being attached to Lynnie and JenJen. We're a cute little trio. We were just walking around and there were hella cops with drug dogs...kinda sketchy. Um, nothing too thrilling going on. I SO wanna go home and see my dookiepie and Frenchy and all the rest of the super cool Mtown kids. ewww I just killed a really big bug. Sigh. Current Mood: Whatev (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 9th, 2006
2:03 pm	I hate ugly short girls with bad widows peaks Have you ever been judged so badly from someone who doesn't even KNOW you?? Apparently I have. This stupid short ugly girl thinks I'm trying to steal her boyfriend. Yea, sorry, but that's the last thing on my agenda. First of all, he's not emo enough for me, and he doesn't have a shag haha. Really, she should be checking him on his other infidelity issues and stop pointing the finger at me. I got the MEANEST facebook message from her today, and she just went off at me. I really wish she wasn't so insecure, because it appears as though she spends a lot of her free time believing that my number one priority in life is to sabotage her relationship. But I guess she has the right to be insecure because she's fucking ugly. Ugly people are insecure, right? Too bad she didn't develop the awesome personality that some ugly people have. I don't really care what she thinks about me, but what hurts more is that her boyfriend (one of my best friends) didn't stick up for me at all, and help assure her that I have no intentions to get in the way of their relationship. Okay, I'm done being mean now. I totally kicked butt on my Spanish final today! So just 3 more finals to go, and I'll be done with school on Wednesday! THEN ERICA COMES TO VISIT!!!! And then life will be glorious! haha, oh and we're moving into our new house next saturday, so anyone in Eugene with a truck, I need you! haha, much love to you in advance :) Current Mood: pissed off at the ugly girl (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 25th, 2006
4:17 pm	SHASTA This memorial day weekend is gonna be off the hook because Lynnie, Jenna, and I are going to Shasta with wonderful Brice and the rest of the campus! haha, I'm so excited, me and Lynn were saying how it's going to be like Christmas eve where you can't sleep because you're too excited. (no, i'm not 8 years old). Oh, also today was extra good because I went to talk to one of the people in the Econ department and now I'm convinced that econ is for me. So the Lundquist College of Business can kiss my ass. And when I get accepted at the end of the term, they'll get a fatty blow to the ego because I plan on declining! BOOYA. haha, I'm actually probably not going to get in because of my accounting grade, but the plan sounds good anyway. Current Mood: Hella excited!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 6th, 2006
12:12 pm	My Bad I got hated on by Brice the other day for not being able to learn about my life through livejournal. Updating sucks. I wish I could just insert my thoughts into the computer so I don't have to sort through them and type out comprehensible sentences and risk mispelling...because you know, mispelling is bad news. My new project is to make SOMEONE get me to Chico for my hubby's b-day. Sidenote dookie, I think Jenna is down!! I'm working on it. Jenna is like my most bombass drinking partner these days with Lynnie of course. Off the hook. haha for the Campo kids, I also partied with Todd Disher last night. Oh man. So I'm for sure staying in Eugene until at least the first session of summer classes is over. Which is around July 21st or something. I might have to stay a bit longer to move, depending on when that's all going down. I hate moving. I'm really upset that we're giving up our superfly house. I love it. I especially love my converted attic room where I bring boys back and they always stare in disbelief because they just can't stand up straight. That's what the bed is for, duh. haha, J/k. well, kind of. So even with all of the crazy shit that's going down concerning the business school, I came to the horrible realization that I kinda want to be an econ major, not a business major. On the one hand, this really sucks because I've spent SO much time stressing and working my booty off to get into the business school (which I'm still doing). On the other hand, maybe I found something that will make me happier in the long run. Plus, then my plans to live with Ally and Erica after we graduate won't be as difficult because, fuck grad school! I'm not sure if that makes any sense, but I felt like putting it out there anyway. Now that this is sufficiently long, I'm bouncing out. And if my husband would teach me how to put pictures on here, I'd have quite the set of pictures to show the world. Until then, check the facebook kids. Current Mood: Hungover, yet chipper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 9th, 2006
11:16 pm	Officially the WORST day in quite some time So you know those days when you wake up and you're just like, shit dude. This is going to be a rough day. Well, today was one of those days. It started off with me pressing snooze so many times on my alarm that I had little time to get ready. So I put on this absurd outfit, that really didn't accommodate for the weather, which was super bad news because it snowed today, and rained profusely. Thus, I left the house in a T-shirt and sweatshirt. I got to school late, and I didn't have time for coffee. Already, that's bad news right there. So I get to accounting, and I really had to go to the bathroom. I went. I got a bloody nose. I sat in the bathroom waiting for it to stop bleeding for 25 minutes, thus missing a cool chunk of the class that I'm already failing. In the prossess, I got blood all over my sweatshirt and shirt, so I had to walk around all day looking like a scene out of a nasty horror flick. So then once I returned to class, I got another bloody nose, and had to deal with it as I attempted to understand the Investment section of indirect Cash flows...yea, I don't know what I just said really. Anyway, then I remembered I had a midterm in my next class. Obviously, I didn't study. Who knew that I couldn't pull random info out of my booty about astronomy?? Once I got out of there, a nice girl problem hit me. TOTALLY unprepared. Onto economics, where I zoned and forgot to take notes on a new chapter we started today. Whoops. At 5:30, it was finally time to go home, and yea. It was below freezing on my walk back in my bloody sweatshirt. LAME. Wow, so does it seem like I like to complain? I felt like I was entitled. Lates. Current Mood: cranky (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 10th, 2006
1:50 pm	DAMN IT Mary!! haha Mary tagged my ass and since I'm an awesome chick, I'll do this JUST FOR HER!! Four jobs I've had: Ann Taylor Loft Ummm Ummm being a super good student...yea right Four movies I can watch over and over: Remeber the Titans ANY Disney movie!! Under the Tuscan Sun Zoolander Four Places I've lived: Oakland (so gangster) Alameda Moraga Eugene Four TV Shows I love to watch: House Grey's Anatomy AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!! Real World and the Challenges :) Four Places I've been on Vacation: Spain Italy France Canada Four of my favorite Dishes: Pesto pizza OMG MARY MOLTEN CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!!!!!!!!! Wraps from the Flying Dog Cafe MUCHAS!!! Four Website I visit Daily: (uh-oh, this could be embarrassing...) Facebook Myspace UO email LJ (wow, I'm a sad case) Four Bloggers I'm tagging as "it": ERICA AGAIN HAHA Franchy Jenna Danielle SIDE NOTE: ONLY ONE WEEK UNTIL I SEE ERICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Current Mood: giddy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
11:13 pm	We're Cool I'm in SUCH a better mood than last time I wrote. Thanks for all the love kids! It rocked. Me and Lynnie went to a "tropical" party on friday night so we got to wear sundresses in January! good times. And Saturday night we got stoned as all hell and ate food more than our body weight, but these things happen. I can't wait to see my dookie in only 17 days!!!!!!! Oh, and shout out to Franchy, I'm so proud of you for getting the callback!! Let me know how it goes. Um, yea, anyone who wants to send me some love for good luck on my badass accounting midterm tomorrow, well, that would be nice :) Love it, love you! Current Mood: Nerdy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 26th, 2006
12:00 am	Something's Off... This is me trying to be deep, so prepare yourself :) I kinda feel like something's off in my life. I'm not sure if that makes sense to anyone but myself, but it's sort of like that feeling when you put a sneaker on the wrong foot. It doesn't feel right, it doesn't look right, but for a split second you think "yea, that's right." Until of course you realize, "shit, I'm hella stupid." But that's how I feel right now. I'm just waiting for it to click so I can figure out what's wrong with this picture. I think I'm on the right track though: There's something I know I want. Now I need to get to that point. Unfortunately, what I want isn't purely up to me. It could take some convincing, which is depressing, considering the situation. This probably won't mean anything to the tight fools who actually read this, but I wish I was the one you called gorgeous. (If you can't tell, I'd SO appreciate some love kids) haha On a happier note, it's freaking 23 motherfucking days until I see one of my bestest friends in the world, and also my HUBBY, Erica!!! I'm so excited, and I know she's the boost of happiness I need in my life. She makes everything okay. Well, her and weed ;) haha, but seriously, the countdown is on. Oh, one more thing. I ROCK the socks off of Accounting. I'm really a true Jew now, and I'm so proud. If I had a battle with accounting, I would win. Yes, yes I would. Love ya'll Current Mood: confused (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 14th, 2006
4:06 pm	I Survived Oy Vey. First week back, and I've already come to terms with the fact that school is going to kick my ass. I fucking love long weekends. And it already started out with a bang, and I'd show you, but I'm not cool like Jenna and Erica and other fools who know how to upload photos... Current Mood: Hungover (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
12:54 pm	NYC Loves Me I'm in NYC and writing a stupid LJ entry...lame doesn't begin to describe me. haha. I'm just bored. I know, you might be thinking, "how the fuck can you be bored in New York?" Well let me tell you, it goes like this. My loser brother got the flu, and since I'm super lucky and I get to room with him, I was up all night listening to him yack because he refused to close the door. My bathroom reeks of it, and it's all over the place. I know you wanted to know that. I won't tell you the color just to spare you. My mom decided it was a quality idea to stay in the lame hotel with my lame, sick brother. So my dad and I went to the Frick Museum (weird name, I know). But paintings are cool, so we went. Last night we saw RENT on broadway and wow it was SOOOOO good. I have a crush on one of the guys in it. haha, like always. Tonight we're supposed to meet my dad's brother and his family for dinner. All I want is to finish my sad NY vacation and go back to my Husband ERICA!!! haha, then go back to Eugene ASAP because it's hella tighter than Moraga. Plus, it's been way too long since I've been faded...haha The transit system is on strike here...LAME. I friggin hate the unions (sorry to my confused, liberal friends, but unions ruin EVERYTHING)Oh, last note. My parents saw my tattoo. They yelled, I pretended to listen. The next morning they both decided it was really cute. So I hope the next time they plan on yelling at me, they remember to spare me and that the next morning, I'm always fucking cute. Current Mood: chill (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
11:32 am	Eww Finals So it's been awhile, but these things happen. Just one week of finals then it's time to venture home again. I'm not sure how I feel about living at home for a month, because parents can be difficult. But I'll deal. Plus I'll get to see my awesome homies. I have a bug bite on my ankle, and it's in one of those places where it's really hard to scratch, so I'm grumpy about that. I guess I didn't really have much to say. Just wanted to let you know I was alive! haha, kidding. OY vey, and we got our electric bill. Let me tell you, it rises QUITE a bit when it gets cold out. So now I'm not using my heater as much, thus I'm a wee bit chilly. But I'm super tough, so don't you worry! Current Mood: Chilly (Comment on this)